Health Insurance: DENIED!

I know.  I am fat.  I realize this.  I have struggled, then given up and decided to just enjoy my life, then struggled again.  I now have 2 humongous motivators:  Vera Wang and Blue Cross and Blue Shield of Kansas.

Last week I received a shocker.  My individual health insurance request was denied. One of the factors: my weight/build. However, when I called, it turns out it was a combination of my migraines and my weight, but more so my migraines because I had put that I take birth control to keep them at bay.  I guess that means I need hormone therapy to the insurance company and they saw that as a huge risk.  Anyway, they said that its fine, and I just need to have my doctor tell me that they are 2 separate issues, and they will then cover me..

That said, being told that I can't get health insurance because I am a health risk was SHOCKING!  I feel that despite my level of obesity, I am a pretty healthy gal.  I tend to eat pretty good, well, when Laci, Emily, and Maile aren't bringing in scones, cupcakes, etc... ok, so maybe not.  But I do try to eat pretty well most of the time.  My issue?  LAZINESS!  I LOVE to come home, put on my pjs, and watch my shows on the DVR.  Yep, pure laziness.

So, my second reason to lose weight: Vera Wang.  I am madly in love with this dress at David's Bridal in the Vera Wang White line.  Its gorgeous, but only goes up to dress size 14.  Which also means with my gigantic boobies, i'll probably need a dress size 14, but i'll really be a 10.  So, time to stop the laziness.  I really don't have a choice this week, as its moving week!

I have been packing, cleaning and organizing every spare moment.  Joe packed the scale so I have no idea how much I weigh, which is actually kind of nice.  There isn't negative nancy hanging out on my bathroom floor to make me feel worse.  We move on Saturday, and I know I'm gonna be hot, sweaty, and out of shape.  But, we have helpers that day, and 2 movers. Yay!  I'll be losing some weight that day for sure! Anyway, the ice has been broken, and its time to lose this belly.  I want my vera wang, and my health insurance!!